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2005-07-14T21:34:02Z

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~xo Nicole

prom ... etc

2005-05-17T11:37:25Z

prom was great.

it was really short but it was good.

me and seth went together. It was great. I love him so much, he had fun, and so did i.

shirley temples all night.

danced all night.

took a picture with katie, linds, manda, renee n nikig.

after prom we went to friendlys. i got an oreo freeze. it was good, but thick.

then me n seth went home.

saturday we woke up at 8 to pick up seths nephew n brought hmi to see the sneak preview to MADAGASCAR. it was such a cute n funny movie. it was good.

then we went to mcdonalds and get ice cream at somerset creamery together. Matthew is so cute. He is 5, and a "pimp" lol. he was tellin seth that he likes me alot more than ne1 else. hes like this girl is nice to me, lol. n he was like nicole whos ur b/f me or uncle seth. lol* hes so cute.
N then dropped off matthew.

me n seth went to see his father and then played pool at willabys.

me n seth went home after that, cleaned up a bit, i fell asleep. n then we went to malsbys house n i was asleep the whole time. lol* n then went home.

sunday i had to wake up at 8 again. FREAKIN TIRED. i had dane for an hour n 1/2. but it was good. did tap n lyrical. it was great. i love them dances.

n then me n seth went for breakfast at hattrick. YUMM! n then hung out at bridgets. n we went to my house for supper.

monday .. had my last "full" day of school.

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i went to crew cuts to train some more, and i was left alone as the secretary for almost 2 hrs. ahh. i was scared. lol* it was funny tho.

later on .. picked up seth, went to bridgets, drop off tux, went to my house for sloppy joes, and then seths.

Today is finals. I only have trig.

i hope Cifell is ok, she went to te hospital yesturday durin school. We think it was a minor minor heartache. YIKES. I LOVE CIFELL!

well then .. i guess thats what i have to say ...

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Goodbyee.

xo~

good day .. good day!

2005-05-10T16:40:35Z

well then ..

i talked to my mom at lunch yesturday, and she was mad for not asking her if i could leave early. But im not in trouble ur ne thin. i left mr fontaines class to go to the mall early, and get seth his presents. i got him 4 things.

mmm .. then i went to top dogs and saw seths father. so me n bill had lunch. then i went to bring my brother back to the school, and then i went to pick up seth. Then me n him picked up kat, n brought her to sunoco for her truck. N then me n him were off to see his sister ashley and jeff. It was quite funny.

then we went to my house to have supper and left at abour 915 to go to seths n wait for richie to call me to bring him home n then fell asleep. richie ended up callin me at 1020. so i woke up n picked his ass up. i was sooo tired. i so didnt wanna b drivin lol.

this mornin at 330 seth sent me a message sayin i love u 2 n that he had to pee. so i was like haha u fkin scared me (i jumped). n then went back to sleep. this mornin he called n told me that he jumped too when i sent him the message back. lol* it was funny.

today was an ok day. Kt is going to tell me if i can use her ticket for prom for seth tomo. im goin to crew cuts after school, and then to pick up seth, and we are going to pick up my dress and then he is guna get measured. Its a very good day today. Seth called me 2wice today durin school.

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i cant wait to shake shake my booty at prom. FREE Limo! ~nikig, van lingen, renee, linds, kt, me, seth, maybe joe, anthony? n casey?

yeah should be fun. im gettin my hair done at 115/130. n then nikig is gettin hers done after me. Lisa is guna do our hair, she is really good. N i need to get my nails done again.

newport maybe after prom. if not kt's to play pool.

:)

well then .. i guess thats about all i would have to say.

~~I LOVE DANCING~~

~~I LOVE SETH AARON MYERS~~

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2005-05-09T14:54:34Z

im in deep shit!

i wanted to go to the mall with renee at 1130ish and we both got caught. e doesnt believe that i wanted to go to the mall to buy him presents. i want sum1 to go with me at 1130, but i cant find ne1.

I need to buy seth presents for his bday on wednesday. It would have been nice if i didnt get caught n me n renee could go to the mall to get presents. her .. for her brother .. me for seth. My mom is letting me go, but not again!

this weekend wasnt all that bad.

friday i picked up seth and he had to work. n he was guna try n get out early so we could go see stomp. but no1 would cover for him. It was his last night there. Him n Sabra got laided off, and matt got fired. I really wanted to see them too. It would have been fun. Me and seth are back together [captain obvious] lol. he lovesss mee. lol*

umm saturday didnt do much just hung out pretty much, worked, n manchuwok. lol*

sunday worked. then me n seth went to my house for a lil "cookout". it was fun. kinda ...

ive been crying today cz im so fkin nervous.

well then .. im out. byee~

~i love seth.

~Im not lying.

~i wish we didnt get caught.

~i hope i have a ticket.

colemarie @ 2005-05-05T08:21:00

2005-05-05T12:21:45Z

alrighty then ..

went to brooks after school. I bought seth 2 cards. One is a b day one.

Then i went to crew cuts for about 1 1/2. Trained some more. I think that friday when i go there again, i might be picking up the phone. yikes! lol*

It seems pretty easy, but just codes to remember.

I went for my fitting. and when the girl was fitting my boob area. She pinched my nipples. lol* i told seth n he laughed he was lke "so hows ur nipple" lol* haha!!

then i hung out for a bit with seth. N then went home.

Wednesday i tried takin a nap after school. Then i worked 4-8 at kfc. n then hung out with seth all night. I sent him a message after i left sayin *i kno ur sleepin but i love you n goodnight* and then this morning he sent me *i love you and goodmorning* .. yay. lol*

ya well now im wicked tired n i told want to do ne thing. umm .. im outtie i guess.

i wonder who will be prom queen n king. ....

~i love him~

colemarie @ 2005-05-03T10:34:00

2005-05-03T14:37:54Z

friday i ended up pickin up seth and we hung out at aunties. n then we played pool with billy and stacy. then me n seth saw amityville. it was a good movie.

Seth had to hold my hands down. lol* i kept on lettin go n keepin my hand near my eyes when the music started. lol* Now we are going to see house of wax on friday.

seth laughed at me the first time i jumped.

saturday i worked. me n seth went to his friend jons house. with kev. there til about 2. i was fkin tired so i was so quiet.

sunday worked again. then me n seth hung out at aunties.[couch] we took a nap and then he worked for 3 hrs. then back to aunties. auntie came home. [bathroom sink]

*dont mind the [_] juss sum inside jokes i would like to remember.

**I GOT THE JOB**

yesturday i had school. went to crew cuts to start training. Then went to work at KFC. [office desk]

today seth texted me b4 my alarm went off to wake me up. fkin smartass. lol*

n im goin to crew cuts again after school. n then pickin up seth at 430. THen at 645 i have a dress fitting for my bridesmaid dress. yay*

well then . im outtie i guess.

im reading *running with scissors* its a good book. Im actually reading a book on my own time. lol.

alrighty then. byee~~

DOWNLOAD *ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights* its such a great song.

~xo .. i love him.

um , nothin much.

2005-04-29T16:38:17Z

mm ...

nothin new this week really.

Im certified in Child Care.

I think i have a new job at crew cuts.

me n seth r doin good. been sleepin at aunties.

i need to buy prom tickets!!!

i need money !!!

im goin to c amityville 2nite with seth. YIKES! im guna b scared, but im not goin home alone so its a lil better. lol*

well then .. i guess thats all i have to say. bye~

alot ..

2005-04-25T14:17:00Z

well alot has happened in the past um 2 wks.

Me and Seth seperated again. He was trying to like hold back. mm .. thats about all i have to say about that.

thursday - i was sad ! i cried myself home.

friday i left to go to florida.

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it was fun. we went to the beaches. n walked around alot, shopped too.

my shoulders have sunburn.

Then Monday was on my way to the cruise.

ill juss sum it up.

pool once.
unlimited drinks (soda)
nails done $75
met no-one
didnt do much
watched movies mostly
dinner
shows
rode a jet ski
went to atantis,nassau n coco kay bahamas n key west
phone died monday
finally charged my phone on thursday
seth was mad at me told me to fuck myself

friday was my time to leave my cruise. Went back home n me mom n marcus went to hollywood beach. we rented a lil bike thingy. it was fun.

went back home. had dinner at bahama breeze yumm.

then saturday i went home.

i am pretty much on another vaca cz im still not home.

im stayin at my aunts for a week cz she wants to me watch the house.

so satruday i get to my aunts n seth ended up showin up. We hung out all night and he slept over. [once] i made us supper. velvetta n rice.

sunday me n seth hung out all day. he ended up sleepin over again.

woke up this morning n brought seth to work. N then i went to school.

my wrist hurts again! i want to get sergury on it! errrr.

now im bored .. n time to go to trig. byee*

~xo .. love him

weekend ..

2005-04-11T16:58:21Z

well then ..

friday was ok. Seth n his sister ashley went by my aunts and picked me up. We ended up droppin off ashley, and then me and seth were bored. So we went to play pool for a bit. Then we left, went back to my aunts and then to his house. We watched Final Destination 2, and a bit of Eurotrip cz we both fell asleep.

Saturday .. woke up at 930. Went to a wedding shower. I had to help out with decorations cz im one of the bridesmaids .. it was cute. Then i went to seths house. He worked on the yard while i watched him. Then he had some ppl over and had a fire. Every1 left pretty early. Then me and him went to sleep. [2wice] "she drives me crazy, but im crazy about her"

Sunday .. no work for me. Woke up at about 12? Me n seth went to lunch with his father at bickfords at 2. It was good, but i didnt feel good after that. Me n Seth went to friendlys n got his grandma sundaes. Some girl Mary works there, errrr!!! Shes not that "good looking" her tooth .. eww!! lol*

Then me and Seth went to kats house n then pats. alot of Blowing. haha***

N then i went home.

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im in study. I found out i have the easiest day tomo. go in late at 10. miss trig, chem, n english. I have **visual basic prog., gym, child care, and web design** fkin easy day. i love it.

yeahh .. well im outtie. BYee!

xoxo~

bored and crushed

2005-04-08T13:11:56Z

yeah .. boring ..

havent done much in the past few days.

been hangin with seth.

tuesday .. hung out with seth all night.

wednesday .. hung out with seth for a bit til i had to work.

hip hop is so much fun. Its great. i love the dances. we have like 4 songs in one. Its alot of fun. Specially when im like the only crazy one there. and kt becomes crazy when im there. But it a fun time.

Thursday i ended up goin to seths after school. He doesnt wanna drive his truck cz its license plates r suspended rite now. so yaa. Then we went to the mall so he could figure something out, and .. it took like 1 minute. lol* so we drove around for a bit, then hung out at sunoco for a bit. and then i had to bring my aunt shoes at her work. and then rush to dance. It took me like 15 minutes at mr peepers intersection lol.

Dance is alot of fun now too.

Lyrical is going good. We r only 1/2 way thru, but its looking good. Its like my favorite dance.

Tap is going good. Our tap is in the final dance, but we dance for lke 10/15 mins. ouchh! But its the only tap dance i like, go figure. lol* i hated tap all thru like my 10 yrs of dancing. And my last dance, thats the longest, i like .. and i actually know it. lol*

Jazz isnt the funnest dance, but its good to make fun of. lol*

so yeahh .. havent done much lately. Juss hangin around pretty much.

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im borredd!

well i dno exactly what im doin tonight .. soo im outtie. byee~

xo

mmm .. ???

2005-04-05T13:47:39Z

well this weekend was pretty fun.

Friday was boring. But good sleep. I ended up fallin asleep at 8!

Saturday seth texted me n woke me up at 6 cz he was tired. err. lol* then we hung out all day. I went to my dads for supper. Shrimp Mozambeik1 yumm. Then i took a nap, and seth texted me again. We hung out and slept til 3 pm.

Sunday we hung out at his house for a bit, went to sunoco n then me n seth played some pool. Went back to seths n then went home later on.

Monday i went to school. Then hung out with seth. We went to play bball with pat, matt, and nikig. me n seth left and we went to sunoco cz he had to work. Then i went home.

now i have study, in computer now. Im so tired.

alrighty then, i dno what im doin today. But ill figure sumthin out. byee*

~xoxo

i hate hurting ..

2005-03-30T13:14:15Z

good friday .. i didnt go to school. Either did alot of ppl. It was great. Hung out with seth all day.

Well this weekend pretty much turned to shit. I played pool on friday. Hung out at pats on saturday w/ seth.

Sunday was easter. My uncle is a piece of shit sumtimes. Saw Seth, he got mad at me again.

Monday .. did nothing.

Tuesday~ worst day of all of them. Seth broke up with me. All because of my past .. way b4 me and Seth even met! but whatever. Whatever happens, happens i guess. I love him, and thats all that should matter in that situation. :(

Today .. i have work 4-8 and then i have hip hop til 9. Well then .. im outtie. byee~

~~*~~Kill me while i still believe that you were meant for me~~*~~

yupp ..

2005-03-24T17:18:40Z

hmm .. monday ..

hung out. Went to seths house after school. We cleaned his house a bit. Then hung out at sunoco for a bit. Then i went home, had some supper, and then went to the mall with mama. We bought my dress and 2 shirts. One shirt says "you're icky" haha .. i love it. then i went home.

tuesday ..

me and seth went to play bball near kickemuit school. That lil park there. N then we got some food, n went to his house n watched training day n big daddy. -(101)

wednesday ..

hung out with seth. Went to work 4-8. Found out i was working on easter, so i will be missing my "brunch" with my family. Hopefully Ann can find sum1 to work for me. Then i was on my way to hip hop and seth didnt want me to go cz of the snow. Cz he knows i dont like drivin in the snoww. N then i went home. Couldnt really see shit on the highway home.

today ..

ive got dance class at 530. B4 that, i dno exactly what im doin yet. hm .. its snowy out, so i cant play outside.
Ill prob. have to go hoem early to clean my room for easter. lol*

well then .. im outtie. byee~

~i love seth

mmmmm a weeks worth ....

2005-03-21T12:56:05Z

so yeah .. i dont remember what i did on tuesday.

so starting off with my wednesday .. i went to see seth, n then i went to work. He took me to work, so he can use my car for like 1/2 hour. Worked 4-8. Then i went to sunoco to get some gas. Major! i was on E. lol* n then i was goin to hip hop but then i decided .. ehh .. im not guna go tonight. So i ended up juss chillin with seth for a bit n then i went to my dads to watch him get a tattoo. I want another one. lol* Only this time, ill get another one when im old enough. hehe* Yeah, so then went back to sunoco. Mom bitched me out. And then .. i went home.

Thursday- St. Patricks day. I didnt have my phone today. I went to see seth at tiverton. Then he had work at 5. N then i went to dance at 530. We did lyrical and tap. Which is a good thing, cz ppl need to learn! lol* n be there EVERY WEEK. Then i went to sunoco for like 15 mins so i could c seth.

Friday - hmmm .. went to get my check after school. Hung out at my aunts for a bit, and then Seth came over. We went to the laundramat to wash his clothes. Then we went to get some hot dogs and then back to my aunts. Then he went to work at 5. I stayed there for a bit. Then i went to see my dad and see his tattoo. It looks cool. So then i went back to sunoco, and then back to the laundramat for seth. Sunoco. Then i went to my aunts n took a shower. Me and Seth wanted to watch Hitch. So we were guna go to the 1005 movie. but then Pat called me and asked if we could hang out, so we all went to play pool at willabys for a bit, and then me n seth went to see the 1205 movie. It was a pretty good movie. n then we went to my aunts to sleep there cz she asked me to stay over cz she wasnt guna b there.

Saturday - i went to work. Seth took the car. Work was busy. It was gay, i have a front draw, and i was stuck on sandwiches for like 3 hours straight! didnt stop at all! it was fkin crazy. Seth came n picked me up at 4. Then we couldnt figure out what we wanted to do. So then, we went to my aunts for a bit. me and seth picked up my brother at like 645 and went to my lil cousin kaylas confirmation party. We stayed there til about 940. Me and seth went to willabys to get a table, got it at like 1030 and then pat met up with us. Then we went to Pats house n hung out all night til about 230. I fell asleep took a lil nap. Then me n seth went home, and fell asleep.

Sunday - went to work 12-3. easy shift. N then i went to Seths. hung out til about 6, then called his father to see if he wanted a visitor, but he was goin to bed. So then we hung out at sunoco. my friend started to cry, and i felt bad. Seth watched the front, while we went into his car so he could cry "in peace" lol. N then i went home later on.

Today .. i so didnt want to get up this morning. N today .. i aint got nethin. So im guna hang out with seth for awhile, and then go home early.

well then .. im outtiee. Bye~~

yupp .. juss another entry ..

2005-03-16T00:18:19Z

so monday was a bad day for seth. Court, Blew Engine, n juss agravated. mmmm....

yesturday at work was fun.
worked with meg, jen ryan and monica (sunday crew) and then dave. Me n Meg talkin more and more about cheerin. and i got wicked hyper towards the end of my shift. Every1 was laughin at me. Then i went to visit Seth when i got out. N then went home.

Today (tuesday) .. school. It was maroon n gold day n i really didnt dress maroon or gold .. no school spirit ne more. lol* mm .. n then i got outta school. Went to the bank n then met up with seth. We went to bristol. n then to my aunts. n then brought him to work. Stayed there for like 1/2 hr. talked to Patrick. N then i left n hung out with my dad. Had some salad.

now im home .. havin shrimp mosambeik with chicken rice and brocolli. yummm.

well then .. im outtie. goodnight ! :)

~~i cant wait til prom now that i watched videos~~

***I love seth***

happy six months .. i love you seth.

2005-03-14T15:05:30Z

hmm .. work was ok on wednesday. Me n Meg were talkin about cheerin. U kno there are like 11 spots open for football cheerin if we want 20 girls! woah! lol* Thats alot of girls. i think after work i went to visit seth, told him about how Bry called me n told me my relationship wouldnt last,etc. So Seth called him n started yellin at him and now Bry is not allowed to call me. That was such an asshole thing to say to me. Then i ended up goin home later on.

thursday .. school ! I had lunch with nikig. It was wicked funny. N then went to web design n nikig came in, that was funny too .. Anthony!! me n nikig were laughin the whole time. N then trig with nikig, laughin again! Ms. Lambert was like WHAT is going on? .. we were like NOTHINNN .. lol n laughed .. i threw bigred wrap at her. it was funny.

after school went to bridgets n hung out with seth. **Top of the Frig** thats all i have to say! Then brought him to work. Hung out there for a lil bit. Told him uncle bout frig. lol* Now his uncle goofs on us everytime he sees us. lol* hmm .. n then i went to get seth a coffee. Went to dance where we worked on our lyrical *which is looking really good, i have a solo of leaps cz i was the best one lol woohoo* Then we did some Thriller! yeahhh!! thenn .. i went to sunoco got seth another coffee. Then i ended up goin home later on.

Friday .. school. It was me and Seths 6 Month !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got my hair done after school. *trimmed and highlighted* it looked so cute. Then i went to my aunts. Seth called me, and he picked me up. We went to Bristol to get a cd plater for us to listen to ****The Exies**** They are great. He brought me into the kitchen and i had a dozen roses!! woo. I love him. Then we went to go out to eat at TGIFridays and then went to see Robots. We were going to play pool but i was afraid of the place we went too. lol* So then we dropped off ashleys car, and got my car. We went back to bristol n hung out for the rest of the night.

Saturday, i had SAT's again. IT WAS SNOWING !! It took freakin 4 hrs! I got out at 1. N my work called n told me i could just take the day off. So then i went to Bristol n hung out with Seth. We picked up Makenzie and got some Mcdonalds and then picked up Kevin. We went to play pool at Willaby's. N then went to Tiverton. That was kinda fun. I was so tired so i was in such a bad mood. *sorry*

So yeahh .. Sunday .. worked 12-330. Short shift. pretty cool. Then i hung around a bit with my dad til about 430/5. Seth called n we went to bristol to hang out. we were both like fallin asleep. lol* n then left at like 745 to go home. I had a nice long talk with Pat with his situation. Lv ya bud. I hope everything works out with you.

N then called Seth at like 1045. Cz i had woken up. n he told me to call him at 10. yikes. my alarm didnt go off! sorry pal.

well then .. im outtie. workin tonight.

~~I love Seth so much.

breaking benjamin ...

2005-03-09T17:36:46Z

so monday .. hmm .. what did i do.

i was at school. went to hang out w seth. we hung out til he had to work. We went to pawtucket to give Kev money for our tickets to c breaking benjamin.

I have a freakin friction burn on my back right now.

yaa .. brought him to work, and then i went home. I ended up watchin the forgotten. n then i had some supper. Seth called, and thought that i was at my aunts n wanted to hang out, but i was already home .. sorry pal.

Yeah n then tuesday ..

school. went to the bank to get some mulah, and then to brookes to pick up some ish for me, and then back to the bank for money to eat. went to Lupos to see Breaking Benjamin. It started at like 845/900. There were 2 bands b4 breaking benjamin. They were The exies and Theory of a Deadman .. they were both really good. I think i liked the 1st one better, but the second was good too. But then Benjamin came on, and they were sooo goood!!

Got outta there at like 1245 maybe. n mom told me to just stay at bridgets with seth. So Me n Seth ended up gettin home at like 2. We were so tired! He said i love you first. hehe* i love that.

Woke up at like 6 called my mom n asked if i had to pick up my brother, and she said just to go to school. So i ended up takin a nap til 630 and then went to school.

Im workin today 4-8. N i have hip hop later on. N then hang out with seth for a bit until i go home. :)

XOXO~

bloooodd ...

2005-03-07T12:42:05Z

well then .. the blood taking wasnt even that bad.

it took 8 minutes to take a pint. Not that bad. I didnt feel at queezy at all. So i went to the bathroom cz i felt like pissin my pants when i was givin blood. I was like ahhhh .. im guna burst chel! lol* so yeah .. went back to the library n ate some cookies. Me and Kurt Hawes r so funny. We decorated eachother with stickers. It was funny. N then i left. That new kid from Texas, i think his name is andrew, yeah well he was walkin me to the office, that was funny .."are you ok, are you ok, are you ok, u guna make it .." lol* fun fun. mrs gbo sent me to the nurses office and i had to stay there cz i was askin my brother down to the office to walk me to my car n she said i couldnt drive if i didnt feel like i could walk to it myself. I wanted him there just in case, so then i was there felt fine for awhile. I was in the chair later, and i called my mom n told her i gave blood and then i felt like i was going to pass out, i started to loose hearing and getting dizzy, so i hurried n lied down. N then my cousin Justin picked me n richie up. Went to my grams n took a nap. Dad went to pick up my car with Justin. Seth ended up callin me and asked if i wanted to hang out b4 he goes to work. So we drove around for a bit. Felt fine. Seth went to work, and i went to Jodies. Hung out there, had some cereal, watched SWAT, and went online. Felt like shit when i was there soo. Almost the whole night i did. I felt drained.

Went to Sunoco at like 9ish. Me, Seth, Billy, and his girl Jess hung out. We went to E.Prov. to hang out at some kids house. There were like 3 ppl there, and they ended up leavin n goin to get sumthin to eat, so we did too, and then me n seth went to bridgets. Woke up at 10 to go to work. Seth had to come with me to pick up his truck at sunoco cz we had my car. So then i worked 11-4. Went to my aunts n took a shower, Seth ended up callin me to see him at bobbys. So hung out there. Me him n Kev went to Bridgets so Seth can look better. So we had fun. Then we hung out in the car with Kevs brother his girl n some kid Mason. We went to Pawtucket n hung out there at Kevs house. Me n Seth left at like 1130. We went to Wendys n then to bridgets.

~Seth said "i love you too" tonight. It was great .. i love it when he says that. So we are def. def. back together. WOOOOOOO~

So Sunday .. woke up at 915 for work. Worked 10-330. Then went to the mall with Cris. we got some stuff for rach n meg. I went home real quick to get ready and then went to stop n shop for flowers. Then it was the banquet. I got Coaches award along with nikig. Fun times .. i love when nikig starts to cry n she laughs at herself. lol* ~~~~FIST~~~~ .. never dies.

went home n fell asleep after the banquet!

~now im in study, at fontaines. Im bored. I could be sleeping right now. lol*

~~well then .. im outtie. im gettin my new key put in today.

~xo

~I hate the ignoring ....

2005-03-04T15:34:16Z

so work was alright.

Me n Siren talked more about cheerleading next year. So hopefully we get it! That will be very good.

After work i went to hip hop .. that was major fun. I made up some of the dance for the sliding on the floor! woo wee. Im good! :) I need knee pads next week, so i dont friction them, dont need more of those! i have them all on my arms from cheerin! No More!! lol* Then i waited to talk to my uncle about the check for seth and of course i didnt get it! So I went to Sunoco n hung out with Seth.

Went home, had some pizza n went to bedd.

Thursday~~
~~ Had the BCC field trip. It was so boring. We had like a 1/2 hr tour n then we had lunch at like 11, and then we walked around the buildings til 1. Saw Justin and Mosquito. Oh yeah n Andy Oliveria (oldr) for like 2 mins. Me n LINDSEEYYYy hung around all day. BCC food is pretty good too. Got to school n hung around for 15 mins. Got to my ghetto car, screwdriver for the key, n waited for the brother who takes so freakin long!!

THen went to my aunts, and Seth came by for awhile. Marco waited in the truck. haha!! Then i waited for my uncle to get to Somerset. Met him at Heros Pub and then i went to dance class .. did thriller. That was funn, we r goofy, mostly me .. but yeah its a fun time. Thenn ... went to sunoco had seth sign his check n gimme his license, go to stop n shop to cash it, but they wouldnt let me n they dont take hand written checks. STUPIDDD. So then i hung with Seth all night. Stayed in his "ghetto truck" for awhile haha .. its funny, n HUGGEE.

Then i went home.

best news .. i dont have SAT's tomo. GREAT !! I have another week. lol*

Im guna be givin blood in about 45 mins. Im scarreedd. lol*
I did not know they had to PRICK MY FINGER .. ouchhhh ..i dont want that. lol* i kno it might now hurt .. but i cant even look at ppl doin that themselves. ouchhh. lol*

so now im bored. Dont know what im doing tonight. Prob. hang with Sethamus.

but im outtie. Byee~

~I hate the Ignoring-ness!!

~xoxo .. i love sethamus. lol*

well then ..

2005-03-02T17:34:36Z

i got my car back.

nothing was stolen .. just damage. They only stole 8 dollars i had in the door. They didnt even steal my bank book .. what kind of slealers are they. Well, my car is gettin fixed today.

Yesturday was a snow day. I cleaned my room and watched movies all day. Talked to Seth all day. My Uncle Tony is a prick, but Seth got his way ne way, and he is also guna get back today :). hehe.

Today i have work 4-8. Then hip hop tonight. Guna c seth after school.

Well .. i aint got much to say. The only thing on my mind is my car.

PIECE OF ADVICE .. when your car is not in ur driveway .. lock it!

hmm .. im out.

~xoxo

its been a weeekkk ...

2005-02-28T12:48:58Z

well then .. its been awhile im not guna update much.

cept that me and seth are doing good now.

COMPETITION DAY ....
i wake up at 7 .. get ready .. go outside and there is NO CAR! I go back inside and Seth ends up having to bring me to Case. We went to the Bristol Police Station to see if it was impounded for some odd reason. It wasnt .. nope .. just my luck .. it was STOLEN! yupp .. thats right STOLEN! Great start to my day. I was crying in the car all bunched up. Seth is rubbin my back n neck to calm me. We were listenin to The Used, and i put # 9 in, it was a great song of how i felt. I get to the school and i dont wanna move. Rach comes to the door, i tell her what happened, and i start crying again. I dont have my hair piece for comps cz it was in my car! So i stayed in the lobby for like 5 mins and then i brought my stuff in the gym and chel asked me what was wrong .. i juss covered my eyes n started crying again. Me n Rach went to walmart to see if they had any hair for me, and they didnt have ne. I called me mom n told her about the car .. she had to go to the police station in bristol and report my car stolen, and she kept on askin me questions. She brought my old hair piece but it was 2 blonde, so me and kt went to her house and got hers from last year during our lunch break. A bunch of girls went to Subway, i was having a "Fund" for myself. lol* so i could actually eat cz i didnt have ne money cz it was STOLEN .. errrr. i hate that word.

During our practice time, Kt n Ash thought that cz i was in such a stressed mood that i wasnt guna do good, but it was the total opposite. We did really good!! Lauren ended up steppin out of her stunt and sprained her ankle. She went in the ambulance!! Then we had to change our routine a bit. We did our hair n makeup. My face was all red n blotchy from bein stressed.

Then it was Comp Time. We got to the school and we ended up with the Bathroom as our "hang out". Then my mom had called my phone and told me to go out in the waiting room when i got it, so i went out there and MY CAR WAS FOUND. *up the st. from where i was in bristol, it was found at like 430, car was still running, the starter is all messed up and then ignition is messed into with prob like a screwdriver. So i went back inside and jumped around every1. So my day was getting better. Our Run Thru was so good. .. I went out in the gym and looked where my mom was, she was like right there. I go out the doors, and she is right on the top. I was talkin to Joey about my car, when i looked around and all of a sudden i like stopped talkin lol .. SETH CAME!! wooo .. I went to see him and i was so happy. My day was even better, better than it could be. I was so happy and surprised he came, i didnt think he was gonna go. But it shows me how much he still loves me. I love him so much.

We were first to compete. We go and we did good. But we didnt place. Maybe next year if we drop a girl on her back, drop like 4 stunts and wobble around with libs maybe we will place! Cz thats what it was!! We did so much better than ppl we didnt beat. It was bullshit. It was my last day of high school cheerleading. Its kind of sad in a way, but its also a happy feeling.

So Seth picked me up from case and we went to Pats for a bit. Then he brought me home after.

Mama brought me to school today. Its guna b like that for awhile now!

Im in web first period.

Im leavin early to go to the police station and talk to them. I want to see my car too. I had so much stuff in that thing.

well then .. BYEE~

fuck this .. says bridget .. loll*

2005-02-22T01:23:58Z

well then .. i hate ppl.

i juss tried writin in this and it fkin says read only mode .. fk that.

havin a grand ol time with bridget right now .. hahahaha

me and bridget are both pissed off at our "boys" we cried to eachother .. it was a fun time.

well then ... im a bad person for havin my friends call a person. woooahhh .. big bad me.

and again i did nothing wrong.

~i love to love him .. i hate to miss him

love u bridget

im so in love ...

2005-02-20T01:57:13Z

wel then ..

dance was ok. Only like 8 ppl went. n 2 had to leave early. I was such a dork at dance. it was funny. we did Tap dance the whole time.

cheerin practice was ok. I mean we didnt really stick out alot. But we really fixed our "cleanliness" We did stunts n then we did a run thru when we were tired and when ppls wrists are hurtin them so it was harder. so we got yelled at. whatever. i cant wait until its done actually. I prob will miss cheerin, but i wont miss some ppl. lol*

hmmm

~ Friday ~
went to school. i had gym last so i was at my car early. I had all the stuff that i gave seth in my front seat. It had a note saying I cannot keep looking at these. I really am sorry but i need to get you out of my head. Seth .. then i tried not to cry on the ride outta school i was tearin and i didnt want my brother to kno i was cryin, it worked. Then i got to my aunts and i juss started to BALL. i couldnt help it. i told nikig. i was so upset i love him n it hurts.

so then i went to her house. We went to get some ma raffas. Made Bobby a paper. Leslie was our waitress. Then me and nikig went to my dads house. We watched some tv, played some spit, got some candy, got my gas money from him, picked at his toenail *haha nikig*

then we were on our way to willabys. We got there and whos there .. SETH and Brandon. yess.. juss what i need. Me n nikkig started playin and then all of a sudden seth comes up to me askin me if we wanted to move tables to go near them. So we did. It was cool. Then his sister Bridget called me and Steph wanted to talk to me about her "bf" Marc. hmm .. can i say she is a BITCH! ughhh. Then Seth got mad not at me, but at his sister n steph. he ended up leavin to go to bridgets. I started to cry.. blah blah. Seths sister ashley came by to play pool she saw me and she came runnin towards me. It was great to see her. I miss them all. So then i ended up playin a game with ashley. Nikig played with Fitz. Seth came back and asked me what Steph said, so we went outside he said he felt akward b4 when daniel was there cz he was "passin moves" on the girl he is still *head over heels* about, wow it felt great for him to say that. I ended up goin play pool with nikig after that. She didnt exactly talk, but pool was still fun. Fitz n nikig played another game while i was sittin restin cz i was gettin a very "bad" stomach ache n i was gettin tired. so Seth came up to me and asked if i wanted to play a game so i did. Then after nikig n fitz played a game, she got everythin ready and she left with Fitz. oookkk ?! So then i ended up playin another game with seth and he kicked my ass, yet again. lol* So then he asked if i was guna go home, or hang out.

So i hung out with him n brandon. He ended up gettin pulled over, and his friend had to pick us up. So we all got in the car andwent to brandons. Me seth n brandon all went for a random ride. We went to the cape n back. Brandon dropped me off at my car, and i wasnt tired at 3 am for like the first time, so me n seth went for a ride. We went to Brockton and back. Then we grabbed some breakfast and it wasnt that great. I hardly ate ne thin lol*. Then we went for another ride n went to Colt State Park at like 5:30 am. We stayed there til about 6:30/7:00. It was great bein there with him. I was lyin on his lap, and we were ticklin and laughin at eachother. It was a great time. Then he kissed me. wooooo!!! Then we went to another site for like 15/20 mins. N then to Bridgets to get some sleep. I had an hour sleep. N then i had to go to work! it wasnt even bad, i wasnt that tired. I went home early. Went to c seth and wake him up.lol* Cativo and Tom ended up seein me and talkin to me, they are funny.

then brought seth to work at 3. N went to my aunts, to SLEEP. juss woke up at 8.

so now im outtie. BYEE~

xo~

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2005-02-17T14:59:13Z

Well then, tuesday when we took our passport pics they came out blurry, so they didnt accept them at the passport place on wed.

wednesday went to school. n met up with my mom. We went to fallriver city hall n then the post office. Took new pics there. Then went back to aunties n hung out there for awhile. Auntie talked to me about seth n how she was guna talk to him. So then she went to his work and talked to him, she came back in time to talk to me, she was juss tellin me what she said. He still loves me blah blah. He juss needs time. So then i went to practice 6-8:45. Meg Sullivans sister came n "fixed" our team. lol* We are actually cleaner.

Got home at like 905. Watched American Idol. I love that kid Mario, and Mckayla. They are good. Had some pizza. Then went to bed.

I got to sleep in a bit today. Had Senior Study. :) Now im in web. boredd .. listenin to old music with meg cabral n heather pex. havin fun dancing to them. lol* doin my math hw. I dont understand this shit. lol* wellthen ..

got dance practice tonight 530-630.. and yet another cheerin practice 7-9.

byee~~

omgg .. he wants to be with me ?!

2005-02-15T16:21:44Z

well then ..

ill start off with my valentines day.

i got a pats championship hat from mama n marcus. School was ok .. corny shit went on. It was gay.

after school went to aunties n hung out b4 work. I talked to justin lachance. woahh! surprisin one thea. I actually said hi. It was fun.

work was ok. I WAS ON DRIVE THRU! WTF .. WHYY MEE. i hate drive thru!!

after work i went by seths work n dropped off a letter, poems, and some stuff for him. Then i went home. I miss him alot.

had some salad n hot dog stew for my supper. yumm. then .. talked to justin again online. lol* yeah .. its been awhile.

then i went to bed thinking of seth.

I HEARD THE BEST NEWS .. *kinda* today ..

~~seth had told ashley gifford ... *nicole came by n left some stuff in my center console, i want to be with her but i wont let myself* ~~

OMGG .. it made me so happy. I want to be with him so bad. I miss him so much. Specially when i was with him everyday n with him on the weekends. I want it back. I loved to love him.

well then .. im outtie. takin my passport pic. today.

alright, byee~